You can't have everything in your life exactly way you want it right now: your life has to be all about give and take for the time being, at least. It's not that your have been acting selfishly, but you shouldn't be hesitant to give in here and there, or to sacrifice a few things you don't absolutely need: it will end up helping you appreciate what you have all the more. Making this sacrifice could go a long way toward impressing the people you need to impress.