The hardest thing for you to do is accept help when it's offered: and this is an obstacle you have to learn how overcome! Today, reach out and take the hand that is being offered to you: especially if it feels like the hardest thing to do. Your pride can handle it, and your future may very well depend on it. So if someone asks if you need help, say 'yes'. You have helped many people get past difficult situations, so why would you refuse them the opportunity to return the favor?